I'm surprised to know that there are still people visiting my
blog regularly despite the pathetic frequency of updates lately.

I've really lost all interest in blogging that even the thought
of reciting my life on the screen becomes a chore. My life of
late has been depressing enough, and typing it all out on blogger
makes it worse as I'm reminded of those things that I just wanna
chuck to the back of my mind and not give a damn about.

I'm really worn out. Why can't I get sick? Everyone in my goddamn
company has at least gotten a MC once during the past 4 months
but i seem to be damn physically fit, which is a bad thing in this
case cos I just wanna be on leave and escape from the madness at work.
First it was the criticisms, then it was the hellish working hours
and now come the unfair treatment and unequal opportunities given.

Hate this whole thing. I wonder if i'm prepared to face the
working world. But then again, I have worked in other company that
has never pushed me to such fatigue state ever. My creativity has
been stifled too. I'm starting to believe that there is a point at
which a person's creative juice can actually be squeezed dry. If so,
please tell me how can i make my way back into the advertising world
after I graduate? Okay I'm not sure if i'm making any sense to people
reading this post. I'm not gonna continue wasting my time here.